Friday, May 13, 2005

A Long, Long, Long Day

Another week, another three weeks left of school. I think the school board and the MEQ are total crap. At least they pay me...

It started with a local union meeting at my alma mater, yesterday after school. Erik commented that the kids are wearing things that are totally banned at our school like baseball caps. I mentioned that when we were students, the caps would stay on in the halls, up to the millisecond they stepped in the classroom. He then commented something that implied that this behaviour was asinine.

Our local union wants to have us vote to let the negotiating team use a 5 day strike, which is why we were all coralled to the big school to listen to one of the members of negotiation desperately convince us to vote yes.

They gave us granola bars and juice boxes (of which I had three of each), but it still didn't convince us to vote for another freaking 5 days of lost wages. It's bad enough I lost like 160 bucks (minus taxes), and stretching it out will just screw over everyone. Except the government.



Today, the school committee to save the school (composed of mostly parents and students) tried to organize a rally-trip to the school board office to attend the commissioners' meeting. Erik warned me that he would like to go but can't, because he is a teacher at the school and it would look sort of bad on his part to be at the meeting. So I attended, but as a member of an interested public and a friend of committee members (which is totally legitimate, as long as I don't open my mouth).

Anyway, Glenda (mother of one of my students) briefed me about the meeting and briefed me after the meeting. We tacitly agreed that the commissioners were rather uncompromising, as their only solution was to ask the government for the freaking 1.7 million dollars and nothing else. All we got from the meeting was that the commissioners will attend a meeting with the MNA next Tuesday. Great.


The three hours before the meeting, I was in Sillery tending to my father's gravesite. The flowers we bought last week were crying out for water, and the hanging plant that my brother chose was sad and ridiculous sitting on the ground. I planted the little orange flowers around the (currently) dead flower roots from last year, and cleaned the headstone. That took up about an hour, but I still had two left in Sillery before the boring-assed meeting.

I went to the library afterwards, if not for nothing to do then simply because I had to empty the bladder full of the soda I bought from Subway half an hour prior. I was greeted in the lobby with a photo of the church with the churchgoers, and the old reverend from way back when I was still in Quebec. Among the churchgoers were my mum and my brother, back when he wasn't six feet tall. I was laughing silently at him because of his prepubescent dorkiness quite obvious in the photo.

The library is very nice, quite modern, and smelled very little of books (unlike some other musty, dank liberries of yesteryear). I sat and read newspapers for two hours.

I came across a three week old Quebec Chronicle Telegraph where I saw a picture and a headline. Of course I didn't really recognize who it was until two minutes of staring and wondering where I had seen his nose from... Then I figured out he was one of my peers who graduated from high school with our class. Of course, seeing him now doesn't mean much, except that he was once my peer tutee for math 536. He had a hard time integrating well with our class, seeing that he came to our school only for a year, so he didn't go to graduation. I think he came to prom tho.


I will eventually compile a class of 97 alumni list. So far, I know that B is in Montreal still working at the McGill bookstore, and my old ex roomie is still in Montreal working on her acting career. Andrea is teaching at an elementary school in Qc.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Poor, Poor Jorghnassen


Dear Jorghnassen,
I'm sorry that you had a harrowing stay with me in Quebec from Thursday to Sunday. I know it was hard for you to be in a massive crowd of thirty thousand teachers on Friday, baking in the sun and consequently obtaining a sunburn. I'm sorry that we ended up missing our bus stop, because of idiots who don't know how to move out of the way on a crowded bus to let other people off, and walked for twenty minutes under the sun to get an even deeper sunburn. And I'm sorry that we went shopping afterwards for four hours to look for shoes... only to find nothing and buying a lotto ticket instead. And I'm sorry that I tricked you on Sunday into getting into the car and having me drive us down the precarious boulevard Hamel, which should have taken at most 10 minutes but ended up going into half an hour or something.
I hope you forgive your silly girlfriend. ;_;

EDIT: He says it's ok.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

More About the "Closing?"

My union messenger sent a short news article link to me. Unfortunately I don't have a complete story, nor one written in English, online.

There will be heck this Friday.... To be continued!

Friday, May 06, 2005

Strike! Strike! Strike!

Jorgh got freaked out by the large crowd so we skipped out after an hour of claustrophobic searching through crowds for people I knew and went shopping... On the other hand, I got the sniffles from being outside too long today. :(

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Happy Administrative Professionals Day

Formerly called "Secretaries Day," it is a day for national (international?) acknowledgement of all the hard work that these professionals do to let everything run smoothly.

Today also coincides with the day that our union now tells us teachers to *not* pick up anything from administration to communicate with the students. (eg. Report cards.) So much for appreciating our secretaries today.

I baked an apple pie for my secretaries.

Monday, April 18, 2005

And to top it off...

A three day work week, due to a compensation professional development day on Friday, and this crap. I'm not looking optimistically to my next pay cheque.

Friday, April 01, 2005

Impending Death and the Subconscious Mind

News of the Pope's rapidly deteriorating health had been circulating for at least a month. But being "not catholic," it didn't strike me as something of a great spiritual crisis. We all know the guy's a gajillion years old (since everyone tends to poke fun at that, including me) and suffered from a series of ailments over the many years, including Parkinson's.

Today, as I was trying to avoid the chaos of April Fool's pranks that bombarded me in my science class, I felt an incredible wave of sadness. Perhaps it was the weather - the sombre grey of a much too-familiar winter that cast its gloom through the windows. Perhaps it was the moody rain that suddenly transformed into great globs of snowflakes, then mysteriously melted into another spell of rain. Or maybe just because it's Friday. Whatever the case, I thought it was because I was feeling like my usual incompetent self.

When I arrived home and turned on the television set (to watch my daily 3 Simpsons reruns, one in French and two in English), the channel was set to CBC Newsworld. News droned on and on about the Pope and his rapidly ailing self. The story had been all over the school in the last few days, due to our irish (and/or catholic) foundation of teachers and the predominant fear of death that haunts our students, whose parents of the military sort would go on duty for extended periods of time to uncertain areas of the world.

It unnerves the mind when one hears about the fading health or death of a popular and prominent figure of the world. The bit with Mother Theresa was like that briefly, except for the fact that her death was overshadowed by the death of a member of the british royal family, whats-her-name. This time around, it is the story of a man who is dying. Slowly but surely dying.

A medical corespondent started speaking about the most current status of his health. At the moment, she said that he was going through septic shock, which is the point where blood is not reaching the organs thus shutting down the whole body. It then reminded me of the very moment, almost two years ago now, when the doctors at the wretched hospital spewed forth their report on how there was nothing to be done about my father.

Lo and behold, the whole day connected. My heart and my mind agreed upon the feelings were caused by the "spiritual father"'s dying reminding me of my own father's dying. The wave after wave of teary-eyed people on television telling reporters what they were feeling then made sense.

As I write, the pope is dying, probably in some physical pain (but might be numbed from drugs?) or unconscious. Perhaps he's in the deep sleep stage, where no one can follow. I hope that the pope will "walk slowly."

My father... I think that if one has travelled this far, and one has done all one can, one should just let go. So we pulled his respirator and let his heart keep going...

And that is the moment when we look to religion to find answers, or to find comfort, or just to feel something.